what do u mean by "over-accustomed to english"?...

 

I just found myself being a stranger in front of english><

So what will u do if u find ur ability to do sth is decreasing..even vanishing?

u know me.

I'm just in the mood...sooner or later I'll become normal.

 

It seems that I am in the normal track..

But deep inside I am still confused about a lot of things.

life is full of conspiracy and darkness

in the other hand it is still too good to be true.

 

i have seen things which are beyond my imagination or say, my scope of reception

in reality they just happened. so what?

about all the things, that I can't accept doesn't mean they won't take place.

 

we are always imagining bright future with complete freedom when we r in certain hard situation

in fact difficulties come one after another.

they seem to be endless.

periods of time.. passed by and i went through, automatically.

 

what r we doing these things for?

for marks or for our parents or for us ourselves?

so sorry.. I have asked such rediculous questions...

 

I'm trying to forget about all these thoughts.

I have no choice but to put myself into "the right order".

I know.

 

I almost seperated myself from the internet in the last several days.

I have a mail to reply.. I have lots of pages to read. I have some people to chat with..

I wanna do this and that. But I haven't done them yet.

 

I'm gaining strength by learning things about certain people.

they are facing with troubles and sorrow, but they are still living their lives with passion and faith.

 

pressure makes no sense if we r strong enough.

don't be cowards.

We r not gonna lose

if life gives u a blow,why don't return it a kick?

 

just one year. time flies.

believe in ourselves and try our best to overcome it.

 

 

 

 

so sick

 

it sucks.

 

when a person whom you think is extremely good say such things as "I think XX does much better than me" or something like "I really envy him"

 

maybe I'm a M to some extents. I said, just to some extents.

 

maybe like a freak or some what else

 

but I think the person is good.

 

they are all individuals so cannot be compared with.

 

 

one day I may be able to let the person know how gorgeous he is..

it seems a lot of people are thinking about the same thing

so... so just such kind of feeling.

 

recent days I've been watching about 2PM.

I like the leader.